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Hey guys! How have you guys been doing? Pff - its crazy. The last time that i wrote in this Blog was 3 - 4 years ago. Im sorry for not keeping you up to date with everything. 

I dont even know where to start. So much has happened. 

SO i will just start ... I lived 2 -3 years in Stuttgart and finally took a chance on myself. I did not concentrate on love like usually and then it started getting magical. My life just auomatically started falling into place. I found the love my life - going strong 3,5 years - i found my Dream Job - I figured out who i am - i live in an appartment that i have always imagined living in..... 

Everything turned out good for me. But how did this happen?

1. I learned to forgive myself

2. I learned to not take myself so serious

3. Live in the moment

4. Take ALOT of risks

After i met the love of my life over TINDER Ha! Who would've guessed that, that would have worked out ? Not me. Anyways after i met him, i continued in my new Job back then. I moved in with my boyfriend. All was well - Then my boyfriend started to notice i was very 'moody' and not in such a happy place. Everyday i was complaining about my work, the people and just everything. So he recommended i start looking for a new Job and maybe something thats completley different then the Job i was doing for pretty much my entire life :D I started looking at all kinds of Jobs. I was interested in so many Jobs. It was so hard for me to choose ONLY ONE. I pretty much noticed i was starting from 0 again.

 BUT this time something was different. I had a Cheerleader. He was rooting for me everyday and made me notice that if hes so convinced of me then why am i not so convinced of myself? So i started believing in myself and just followed my Gut Feeling. I sent my resume to a Start Up Company as an Office Coordinator. A few days later i got an invitation to an Interview. I was so nervous, but i was feeling good. I was confident and I was my own Cheerleader that day! I went into the Interview so nervous but so confident. I was being my 100% and not trying to say what the Interviewers wanted to hear. I was completly honest about everything... the crazy thing is ... they gave me the job! This was such a crazy experience! Because usually i would always try to say what i think the Inerviewers want to hear - the Typical Answers that you can find on Google. I always wanted to portray the "Perfect Work colleague". But turns out there is no such thing as a "Perfect Work Colleague" or the "write answers". 

This was the first time in my entire life that i received a job with me being 100% truthful and being myself. It was a great feeling to be accepted. I started working a few months later and noticed the job was perfect for me. I loved it and had so much fun. I met so many new and great people. Even the HR Interviewer became a close friend of mine. My learning from that experience is: Always be truthful in your interviews, if its for a job or an appartment or whatever. If you are your 100% then  you will receive better results.

 Meaning: 100% Truthful to yourself = Happy Life

The Job was perfectly fit for my personality and my wishes. SO i was a Happy Camper. I loved going to work everyday! I never had that kind of feeling. Its important to say how you really are and vocalize what you really want. If you do this then everything will fall into place.

Xoxo 

Amyknowsbest