Sunday Thoughts

Hello :)

I have had a pretty busy weekend. Ive spent my weekend learning to Salsa dance and hanging out with new friends and just making new friends. Early last week I was fired from my job. I enjoyed my Job actually a lot and I had a lot of fun. It completely caught me off guard and threw me 10 Steps backwards.

How is it possible that one event can change everything in your life ? Its like one of those Dominos Chips falling over and all the rest of the Dominos Chips

fall afterwards... Standing there at the end with nothing. The only thing you can do in that situation is turn around and put each domino chip back up. But until you get all those Domino pieces back up it takes a while. And you notice things lying around that you should probably also work on... Domino Pieces are missing ... New patterns are being made... its almost like a Reset Button. Just this time you can do everything different and maybe even better. I can choose a different Path.

Another weird thought went through my head, while I was trying to get my Domino Chips back up.

How do you know when your content with yourself? The inner Happiness and a healthy built Ego. When do you know that your 100% okay with yourself and just happy? Its a bit confusing. Ive been watching Videos online about How you can get lucky and happy if you think 5 Minutes everyday about Death. I mean thinking about death everyday I can understand that you live the day like its your last but that still doesn't make me happy. Or Content with myself and who I am... I also did Hypnosis's and Meditations. Well Im still searching for the answer of how I can ... find myself :D :D

But does anybody even really know who they really are ?

Good Night

xoxo

Amyknowsbest