2017 Vibes

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Hello Everybody,



I know i havnt been here for a while. Its been alot going on in my life. I lost my job, i lost my boyfriend and just completly fell over. I pretty much have to start from 0.

So now my life is slowly coming together. I found a new job and startet earning money. Love life is always beautiful :D :D haha who needs a love life now a days? like seriously ??

I am going to be in a Relationship with my job. I think thats the best solution at the moment. Starting to think about myself and what is best for me. I have been mistreated by so many men and people. That I am going to take things in my own hand and wont let people use me.

I am my own person and will make my own decisions!

So this week is an interesting week. Saturday is my birthday !! and i am turning 26 ! Geez slowly going towards the 30. A bit scary but you start to realize your a grown up. I sure dont feel like a grown up. I see myself still as a child :D I keep telling myself Grown ups are 30+ ... with 19 i told myself grown up is 25+... so i guess this is going to go on for a while because i am not looking forward to being an adult.

At least not soon.

So for my Birthday I am not sure what I am supposed to do. Any Ideas???

xoxo
Amyknowsbest

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