Cafe Buur - Köln or the Great Berry ?

Tuesday Mornings, 

the Weather isn't so great in Cologne, but maybe the sun will come out later on. Oh well. 

Back to the story of my life. 

So its been One year since i have been living in Germany and all i did was go out partying. I knew this couldn't be my life forever. But what was supposed to come next? Probably the most logical thing for other people, but not for me. All my other friends went to College, found Jobs... did SOMETHING.

But I never knew the next Steps. I never knew what I wanted to become. I was 18 years old and I didn't even know how to live on my own. I thought this had to be the first Step. I wish that i chose the College Route. But I made the decision to move out and be alone in Germany. I had Language Issues, I had laundry Issues, I had Money Issues. I had Issues that i didn't even knew existed as an Issue.

SO 18 year old Amina confronted with all Issues an Adult has. 

I thought it would be easy, but i can say now that it was the hardest thing in my life.

I Was in a very dark place back then. I remember running around not knowing whats going to happen next. I was confused and i was overwhelmed. But I made it through. I started looking for Jobs. Any Kind of Job... Just something. I started making new friends. I had a new Boyfriend. I was slowly getting used to my new adult life. 

Just ... right when I was getting used to my new life. Life doesn't just throw a Lemon at you but a Watermelon!! 

To be continued...