Amy knows best or does she ?

Hello Everybody, I know i havnt been here for a while. Its been alot going on in my life. I lost my job, i lost my boyfriend and just completly fell over. I pretty much have to start from 0. So now my life is slowly coming together. I found a new job and startet earning money. Love life is always beautiful :D :D haha who needs a love life now a days? like seriously ?? I am going to be in a Relationship with my job. I think thats the best solution at the moment. Starting to think about myself and what is best for me. I have been mistreated by so many men and people. That I am going to take things in my own hand and wont let people use me. I am my own person and will make my own decisions! So this week is an interesting week. Saturday is my birthday !! and i am turning 26 ! Geez slowly going towards the 30. A bit scary but you start to realize your a grown up. I sure dont feel like a grown up. I see myself still as a child :D I keep telling myself Grown ups are 30+ ... with 19 i tol...

Hello :) I have had a pretty busy weekend. Ive spent my weekend learning to Salsa dance and hanging out with new friends and just making new friends. Early last week I was fired from my job. I enjoyed my Job actually a lot and I had a lot of fun. It completely caught me off guard and threw me 10 Steps backwards. How is it possible that one event can change everything in your life ? Its like one of those Dominos Chips falling over and all the rest of the Dominos Chips fall afterwards... Standing there at the end with nothing. The only thing you can do in that situation is turn around and put each domino chip back up. But until you get all those Domino pieces back up it takes a while. And you notice things lying around that you should probably also work on... Domino Pieces are missing ... New patterns are being made... its almost like a Reset Button. Just this time you can do everything different and maybe even better. I can choose a different Path. Another weird thought went throug...