Judge Me.

Judge Me 27.04.2019 My whole life people judged me. Looking back and looking at old letters from friends or boyfriends makes me think… did their critic change me? Did it make me to the person I am today ? Its crazy how people see you and how you see yourself. The first thing people used to tell me: That I don’t know who I am. Ehm okay I am not sure how an outsider can judge if I know who I am or not. What does it even mean to know `who i am`? I am the only person that knows what i experienced in life and feel my feelings. How can an outsider judge anything? Nobody can see what is going on in my brain. I am doing fine and life has its ups and downs. You go with the swings and try to get through… Well i have news for you. I know who i am :) Another thing a lot of people said to me throughout my life: I can not accurately estimate people. Who is a real friend and who isn’t. Well… you know what I have to say to that bullshit… I am the type of person who ...